damn you, monday.

start of another week... it's actually sort of depressing.

after this weekend, i felt prepared to take on what was next. i'd gotten enough rest, i caught up on studying, i'd relaxed and re-energized. you know... weekend things.

but now, i feel completely overwhelmed again... lots of new biochem, and tons of new anatomy material to learn. meetings to attend. projects to discuss. i don't feel very organized about the whole thing - i don't know where to start.

and the fact that there are a million resources (books, online materials, computer programs, etc.) that i could potentially use isn't very reassuring - it's actually more frightening to me, because it makes me feel that i can't possibly learn it all.

jenny's right, though - i haven't yet gotten into my 'routine' of studying. that is, i don't know yet what'll work best for me, whether it's reading the anatomy text, watching the dissection videos, using resources together, whatever.

also, we're not even close to exam time. so right now, i have time to learn. later, it'll be crunch-time, but not now. :) so i'm staying away from the anal-retentive people, haha - they just make me paranoid.

here's the problem, though - i'm feeling a fever coming on. and i should grab coffee & start studying, but i'm so tired, i really just want to take a nap.

we'll see. i guess, in the end, i have to do what's best for myself...