reassurance.

i had a really rough evening. i haven't studied at all - just sat around a lot, after writing, and eventually cried my heart out. this is really hard right now. but it'll get better. people who love me have said so. i believe them.

thank God for andrew, who comforts me as much as i need, and always listens so well. thank God for my dad, who shares his experiences with me and reassures me that i can do this - that God means for me to gain this knowledge - and that it will help me save lives in the future.

i can do this. i can.