first anatomy exam.

that was an absolutely horrible exam.

we came out of it going, what the fuck?

and it's just frustrating, because i've been busting my ass for the past several weeks, studying, stressing, losing sleep... and for what? so that i can come off the test feeling like shit and not knowing whether i passed?

i can't believe they did that to us. they'd told us the exam wasn't going to be as hard as last year's, because this year the passing grade is higher (70% instead of 65). not that i studied any less, but still.. you expect the exam to be a little more 'fair.'
instead, they threw all this random unexpected stuff on there, crap that no one cares about anyway, and all those things i spent forever studying - so many of them weren't tested at all.

don't get me wrong... i know that the knowledge i've gained is valuable for its own sake.
but if i'm going to cram all of it into my head, can't i at least be able to take an exam with confidence? shouldn't i be able to finish it and feel good about myself?

just.. so annoying. i feel really shitty about it and it's frustrating because i need to spend the next three days cramming biochem into my head, so i don't even get a break.

fuck. seriously? why did they do that to us? why do i have to feel miserable about all the work i've been doing?